Fear of Failure
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MCAS story updates

All Hull High school seniors pass the test.
Read story 3-6-03

Schools fear students will drop out after MCAS.
Story 3-4-03

Students Jennifer Mueller, Muna Bittar, Jonathan Galina and Joe Cao pass the MCAS after retesting.
Galina 2-28-03

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A decade of education reform culminates this year when a students' eligibility for a high school diploma hinges on a single test for the first time in state history.

Yet four months before graduation, one in six high school seniors has yet to pass the MCAS exam.

The Patriot Ledger examines this issue, beginning with this three-part series by staff writer .

MCAS honor roll chart

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Pop-up chart to see who is failing

Making the Grade graphic by MICHAEL BERTRAND
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While students who passed felt doors opening for them yesterday, the ones who failed couldn’t help but wonder how this one test will affect their future.

 
Devastation, jubilation
Emotional day for those awaiting MCAS scores

By DINA GERDEMAN
The Patriot Ledger

s Ashley Shea walked into the principal’s office yesterday, she took one look at the somber faces in the room and knew instantly that she had failed the MCAS test again.

This time the consequences of failing the exam are bigger than the previous three times she flunked: Shea will not receive a high school diploma along with her classmates at Southeastern Regional Vocational High School in June.
 

“I went in with high hopes. The principal said I got a 218, and everything he said after that is a blur. I just started crying. My math teacher was crying, too.”

Ashley Shea

Shea, who felt confident about her performance on the retest in December, was devastated to hear that a passing score remained out of her reach yet again, this time by 2 points.

“I went in with high hopes. The principal said I got a 218, and everything he said after that is a blur. I just started crying,” Shea, 17, said. “My math teacher was crying, too.”

School officials throughout the state broke the news - good and bad - yesterday to the 10,500 high school seniors who took the MCAS retest in December. For the one in six seniors who previously failed the exam, that December test was their fourth shot at passing - and their last chance to receive high school diplomas in June. Although another retest will be offered in May, the results of that test will not be ready in time for graduation ceremonies.

School officials yesterday were consoling many students like Shea who didn’t make it, and they were also slapping the backs of the many seniors who got high enough scores to earn diplomas. The state Department of Education released individual scores to schools this week and will release school and district results next week.

Shea was one of five high school seniors The Patriot Ledger featured earlier this week in a series of stories about students struggling with the MCAS exam. Three of the five found out yesterday that they passed: Jennifer Mueller, a regular education student at Whitman-Hanson Regional High School who had had trouble with the math section; Muna Bittar, a recent immigrant from Argentina and a senior at Holbrook High School who had failed both the math and English sections; and Joe Cao, an immigrant from China and a senior at Quincy High School who had struggled with the English portion of the exam.

The only student The Ledger featured who was still uncertain about his score yesterday was Jonathan Galina, a special-needs student at Randolph High School.

Those who found out they passed were celebrating last night, relieved that the MCAS will not interfere with their college and career plans.

“It was a big relief,’’ Cao, 18, said.

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Ana Peach, who teaches English as a second language at Holbrook High, said she had felt anxious all morning yesterday, waiting to find out if Bittar had beaten the exam. Then suddenly Bittar appeared in the doorway of her classroom and screamed, “I passed!”

 

“I was just so happy. Passing the MCAS means graduation. It means college. It means everything to me.”

Muna Bittar

“We both started jumping up and down and screaming. She had tears, I had tears, and then the whole class started cheering,’’ Peach said.

“I was just so happy,’’ Bittar said. “Passing the MCAS means graduation. It means college. It means everything to me.”

Mueller’s mother, Laura Hollis, got word about the MCAS results in a phone call from the superintendent’s office Tuesday night.

“I didn’t know if I should sit or stand,’’ she said. “I was holding on to the kitchen counter, waiting. When they said she passed, I just screamed.” Mueller was floored when her mom shared the news.

“I was wicked excited,’’ said Mueller, whose math score jumped by 12 points over the previous exam. “I’m just so happy I can walk and get my diploma.”

While students who passed felt doors opening for them yesterday, the ones who failed couldn’t help but wonder how this one test will affect their future. The Class of 2003 is the first being required to pass both the English and math portions of the MCAS exam to graduate.

Shea, still trying to digest the bad news, may push back plans of attending the New England Institute of Technology in Rhode Island until next year. The school requires applicants to have high school diplomas.

Although Shea and other seniors who did not pass the December test have the option of taking a different test for an equivalency diploma, Shea is shying away from that idea. Instead, she is even more determined to conquer the MCAS test in May.

“The (equivalency diploma) is my last resort,’’ Shea said. “It would feel like I put in 13 years of hard work to get let down. I’d feel like a failure if I couldn’t pass the MCAS and get a regular high school diploma.”

Dina Gerdeman may be reached at dgerdeman@ledger.com.

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